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Nostalgia.

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:16:52 GMT

The days that went by so slow,
seem gone all to quick.
The times where I though nothing of,
The times that felt so normal,
now feel so much more precious.

The people who where always there,
are now never here.
The people whose faces have become so familiar,
The people who I've been so used to seeing,
have become the thing I long for.

Those days we laid around together.
Those times we laughed together.
Seems so far away.

I'M SO HOMESICK OMGAH.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 14:54:30 GMT

To the Talia of tomorrow and after that:

I'm writing this because recently you've been losing yourself.
It may be a bad case of PMS, but just in case it isn't I'm here to write you some inspirational words.
Not so inspirational, but as a reminder of who you are and what you're capable of doing.

It must be tough because you're far from home, and your life is changing.
Don't fret, this isn't a bad thing.
This is growing up.
If you can't rely on yourself, then there will be no hope for you.
Please don't give up.
It's okay to rest on the way but don't you ever stop or try to turn around.
You're strong.
Although you think with your Heart, don't forget you can be wrong.
You're still young and you can still learn.
You are learning.
The most beautiful thing about mistakes is that you are able to try again so you can do it right.
You are beautiful.
Nobody is completely perfect, inside or outside.
That is exactly what being human is about.
But, you are trying and sometimes that's just enough.
Remember that in time those who do not know what you do will make mistakes and learn.
Let everyone learn, even yourself.
Later on you'll realize that when you are patient for others to learn, it will be easy to forgive.
Forgive, do not forget, but do not remember.
Do not forget the things that have hurt you in the past, because then you will know what not to do.
However, do not bring them up out of spite, they are lessons learned.
Scars are not meant to be re-opened; especially by the one who was inflicted.
Be confident in who you are.
You are loved because of who you are and what you do.
There will be times where you doubt yourself, but don't rush yourself, think it through.
You are never alone.
You are alive because you were loved by many people.
They are alive because they were loved by you.
Life is precious.
We live so we may know happiness, sadness, anger, and all the other countless emotions.
To be alive is a wonderful and exciting thing.
Some people do not realize this until faced with death, and then it's too late.
Patience is essential.
The world revolves ever so slowly, our bread bakes even slower perhaps.
Which is why we need patience.
To realize, to comprehend, to understand.
And lastly, human beings are made up of 65% water, and 35% love.
Whoever you may encounter, remember to love.
Love your family.
Love your friends.
Love your lover.
Love your enemy.
Love your World.

In anytime you need a boost, read this.

Love,
Talia

Grouchy.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 16:20:19 GMT

It's 7:03AM.
I need to meet Arisa in about four hours.
I'm tired, and obviously a bother to Ryan.
It's super cold in the living room and my nose won't clear up.

I'm grouchy as hell right now.
I've been so negative lately but,
there's a lot of stress on me.
OH GREAT IT'S RAINING NOW.
I still need to buy something for the Miki's and have enough money to:
1. Buy Ryan's jelly beans
2. Pay for lunch with Arisa
3. Pay for dinner at Shokudo
And what's my budget right now?
*Drum roll*
$22 and three money leis!!
-______-;

Somebody please give me an M&M cookie from Cookie Corner
@___@;;
I need a hug, possibly some coffee, and some lovin'.
I'm pretty sure I've been lacking that lately.
No and I'm not talking about *winkwink* lovin',
I'm taking about being treated right.
I WANT MORE ROMANCE IN MY LIFE.

Whoawhoa,
I need to settle down.
On the brighter side,
It's 7:17AM and if I were still in school I'd be at PBA,
running into people I never want to see again.
Because I'd definitely kill them.

I need sleeeeeeeep
;______;

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 11:43:16 GMT

おいおいおい
デブのくせに調子に乗ってんじゃねぇーぞこら
彼が好きになったのはあんたじゃないから
っつかYOUまぢ最低やな

たりあの悪口言いすぎやで
MEのこと全然知らないのにぃ
うぜぇんだけど
ちょー腹立つわ～
情けないし
自分がいい人と思うなよー
ってか足めっちゃ臭いしｗ

ブス。
デブ。
キモイ。
キショイ。
嫌い嫌い
こんなに人を嫌いになるのはちょー久しぶり。

もうこれ以上あいつに手だしたら
ぶっ殺す♥
嘘ちゃうよ～

むふふっ
スッキリしましたｗ

Friday, September 04, 2009

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 11:41:50 GMT

早く日本に行きたぁーい
今は朝の２：３０
彼からのメールを待ってます
めっちゃ暇・・・

どーうしよう
明日新しいiPod買いに行く☆
FINALLY.
ってか今日楽しかった♪
ネイルもかわいくなったし、亜衣ちゃんと遊んだ
（・ω・）

鼻にタバコのニオイが消えない
しつこい！
自分の鼻が絶対おかしいだと思う
最近鼻水もヤバイし
花粉か？！
夏に花粉あるわけないね
まぁ、部屋かなり汚いからそれか・・・

あぁー
ひまぁー

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 09:57:49 GMT

lalala
i don't know.
i'm scared.
what should i do.
i don't know.

i'm hungry and i want pizza!!! >A<
my legs are hairy D:

Monday, August 10, 2009

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 12:05:15 GMT

Perfumeのアルバムやっと買いました☆

あと１ヵ月！
ドキ②やわ～

:)

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:06:37 GMT

i realized something recently!
i don't like many people from my koukou
or no it's not that i don't like them it's just that,,
i prefer never to see them anymore.
they're not my cup of tea~

because, they make (stupid) assumptions,
they aren't very nice,
for people attending a school full of weirdos they're pretty closed minded,
and i don't think they're very mature! ._.
but it's high school so whatever~
THEY'RE STUPID.

hawaii got REAL purikura machines recently.
but it's 8 dollars!! x___x
40 days left in hawaii~ oh my ga~

ちぇっ。

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 13:10:06 GMT

あぁ～
もうイヤだ！！！
もっと大事にされたいんだよ！
セクシーなグラビアアイドルや女優と比べたくない！
まぢやめて、、ほんまに。
自分自信がめっちゃ下がるから
ってかはだかの女っとかそういうエロイ系T-シャツもやめてもらいますか？
正直気持ち悪いから。
別に彼女がいなかったらかまわないけど、
彼女はいるよ？！
しかもその彼女はたりあなんだけどっ？！
はら立つわ～

はぁ～
自分が情けなくて、笑うしかできない
泣けない。
自分が本当バカなんだねぇ
ばかばかばかばかぁぁ！！！

「誰よりもかわいいよ~」
っとか言われたいなぁ

胸が小さくてすいません。
色気がなくてすいません。

アホみたい。
笑ってもいいよ。

Monday, June 29, 2009

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 13:17:37 GMT

Why can't you just be nice?
>:(

DOODOOBRAINS!!